Oh, boy... this has been my internal dialogue starting a week or two ago:
'July 19th leaving for Canada...wait, thats two months to make 3k...that's like $75 dollars a day i should be making...going to need more hours...wait, still need to get my truck registered... and, um, get insurance, passport, not to mention the tickets for the flight and bus...ooh, really need to get my level 2 passed off before I leave also...I'm gonna need to buy more hay soon too...what are we going to do with Sui and Eclipse?...'

Whoa, slow down Kaylan, breath.

'Abba, I can't do this one my own. If this is what you want I know everything will fall into place. Please take away my doubt and fear, I know they're not from you. Thank you for everything.'

Ok, now I feel better.